Love Sucks

We love for different reasons and express it in different ways. Most of the time we are happy feeling in love but there are times when…

…love sucks.

…you and you’re friend loves the same person…

…love sucks

…your best friend is in a relationship and then you realize that you secretly love him/her…

…love sucks.

…you have all the good qualities for a perfect partner and yet your still not the one…

…love sucks.

…you have mutual understanding and still ending up as a friend…

…love sucks.

…he/she makes you feel special not knowing that he/she is just being nice…

…love sucks.

…you choose to remain friends that’s when love sucks.

Finally when you choose to fight for love against all of this odds that’s when…

love create magics.



Insan! Happy Birthday, 23 kana ilang taon na from now tatanda ka na uli hahaha. Este magpapakasal kana (kasal talaga agad). Dito na kita binate sa fb para hindi mo agad mabasa at isipin mong nakalimutan ko (para masaya). Well I know na busy ka naman today at masaya ka ayie. Kaya hindi na ko nageffort tumawag o magtxt. Dito na lang sa internet yung globe tattoo kasi ang my load. Kaylan nga ba ako nageffort ng birthday mo meron ba? Hahaha meron one time kaso pinilit mo lang ako mageffort nun (yung nagbigay ako ng bulaklak pang patay whahaha).

Ang punot dulo talaga ng mensaheng ito ay para batiin ka sa iyong kaarawan at ipa alala sayo na andito lang ako if you ever need me para asarin ka :p. Happy BirthdayImage

“The saddest th…

“The saddest thing about betrayal is that it never comes from your enemies.”

In every situation we can only trust ourselves and God. Many people will always choose to save themselves when problems occur. They wouldn’t be beside you to help you because most of them are selfish. We act base on our selfish reason, think only for the consequence that will happen to us. It’s sad to know that the person you consider us your friends and family will be the one to left you and full you down.

We cannot blame them from choosing their actions. In their own mind they are only doing what is right for them even though they hurt and step on someone on the process.

We have the power to choose what to stand up for and fight for what is right for all. Cause having to defend someone else without the intention of getting something in return rather than saving your own butt and betray your friends and family will be the greatest thing you can give.

Always remember when people betray you they have their reasons maybe it’s a selfish reason but try to understand them. Because we have our own reason to live, to fight and to help.



Image based on "emptiness" by The daily post

I suddenly woke up in this infinite hall

Feeling uneasy I lean on the wall

I hear voices echoing in my head

Crying and screaming looking for help

I suddenly feel the connections inside

Feeling of fear and loneliness reside

Standing tall even if my legs are shaking

I try to follow the voice that I’m hearing

I walk and then run to fast as I could

Then stop to catch my breath and look

The voice is louder but there’s still no trace

It’s like I’m running in circles in this infinite hallways

I shout trying to convince him his not alone

That I’m a friend that could help him in his situation

Then he appeared right beside the corner where I’m standing

Looking at me as if I’m the one who’s crying

Unexpectedly tears fall into my eyes

It’s actually me who’s crying all the time

This is the hallways where I hide

When my mother and father died



Mind of Waters

Ideas are pouring like waters on a falls
In a container that cannot hold them all
Every second waters are spilled
Wasted like trash it vanished like gas

I try to pour it in by creating another vessel
Because to share all of this is my pure intention
Hoping someday someone will drink in this water
Maybe share it to others and leave something after.
This water will be pouring until the last drop falls
Or maybe just maybe, until the container explodes.


The Portal of Beginning

I started as white as snow

Dreaming to be useful to fulfill other dreams

To be the bridge that connect to the ray of light

But that’s before I entered the portal

Entering the portal will be the beginning

As you walk near it eyes will be staring

Questions will appear like they care for the future

But the real thing is they only care for their own nature

In the first battles I have tried to fulfill my reasons

But day by day I’m slowly fading

I’m becoming the monster that question my reasons

I’m starting to doubt my own purpose

I know in time I will be gone

Like a chalk that will be dust

I will be worthless and be blown

Before it happens I’ll try to fight this battle

and serve my purpose of being the chalk that touch your life