RainMaker

I miss the droplets of rain
That soothes this mind at ease
Those moments I feel safe
When everything is peaceful

How I wish it could rain
Every time I felt this pain
The cold that numbs these wounds
For a moment things will be soft

The silence that you’ve made
Inflicts wounds inside
Slowly it takes away hope
That ends the will to fight

This coward heart is no exemption
To have his own expectation
Learning to fight for his heartbeat
Should be his first priority

Hiding in the rain is foolish
The could consume the heartbeats
Now bleed for the right person
Fight for the right reason

Melting Point

Concealed in the deepest place

Where everything is covered in ice

The hearts that waits for the heat

That will melt it and make it beat

Slowly I feel it pound

Every time you enter my mind

The ice around it slowly cracks

The time the mind and heart collide

Suddenly this frozen heart shatters

Because you’ve told me you’re in a relationship

That moment I want to tell you how I’ve felt

But It’s too late, everything is broken again

Then you laugh on my response

That’s when I realize it’s only a joke

Gradually the pieces became whole again

And the time the ice melts, it will be ready for you

Buried Inside

The feeling is always inside

But its buried where the fear reside

Cause every time the feeling get strong

The place I hid it makes it feel wrong

 

I feel different in the way you treat me

But I know you do the same for everybody

So this feeling is concealed in the darkness

Because it cannot take the damage like before

 

This feeling is worthless compare to your greatness

Since the last time it was broken it was never been whole

The only thing left to do is to set it free

Like the air we breathe it will go with the wind

 

Since in few days you will be away

Let me learn to forget this emotion

I know it won’t be easy from the start

But it’s the safest thing to do for this feeling

 

Before I let go of this feeling

Let me tell you these words “I feel for you”

Though you don’t see it in my actions

The feeling still real, sorry cause it’s hidden

 

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Love Sucks

We love for different reasons and express it in different ways. Most of the time we are happy feeling in love but there are times when…

…love sucks.

…you and you’re friend loves the same person…

…love sucks

…your best friend is in a relationship and then you realize that you secretly love him/her…

…love sucks.

…you have all the good qualities for a perfect partner and yet your still not the one…

…love sucks.

…you have mutual understanding and still ending up as a friend…

…love sucks.

…he/she makes you feel special not knowing that he/she is just being nice…

…love sucks.

…you choose to remain friends that’s when love sucks.

Finally when you choose to fight for love against all of this odds that’s when…

love create magics.